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The overwhelming majority, in my
observation, of all of the world’s both conservative and progressive social
justice activism is excruciatingly focused on a fundamentally dualistic
approach to that activism. And let me be quick to add that unlike many people
coming from various spiritual understandings of the world, I do not
automatically view dualism as something to be demonized, as something “bad.” To
the contrary, I believe dualism is an inescapable and important aspect of human
existence. However, that being said, I am also aware of distinct places where
it can become problematic and limiting depending on what ones goals are in a
particular life domain or area. So another way of presenting my ideas around
this is to assert that most of the words activists, regardless of ideological
stance, are overwhelmingly focused on “the other” and further, this activism is
primarily focused on what the other must or needs to do in order to make the world better. In other words, activism
tends to be highly concerned with action. And most activism seems to be
concerned with what actions the other needs to engage in or achieve in order
for the world to be made better. I am going to call this the seemingly ultimate
goal of what I am going to refer to as secular
activism.
This, for me, is reasonable for many
reasons. However, the baseline reason this is reasonable for me is my
understanding that the lion’s share of the spiritual journey historically, as
expressed through all the wisdom traditions I have some degree of intimacy with
and also in a contemporary context as well, is overwhelmingly concerned with one’s inner journey and process. And I view sacred activism as essentially
being a spiritually based form of activism.
However, because I cut my activism
teeth on the teachings of Liberation theology (as expressed in the Roman
Catholic tradition) and engaged Buddhism (as expressed in Thích Nhất Hạnh’s
version of Zen and mindfulness training) and for various other reasons as well,
I also have the understanding that one’s inner journey must then somehow be
expressed through one’s engagement in the world in some concrete and meaningful
ways. So the inner flows into the outer. However, it is still the inner journey
that is running the show in terms of the inspiration for and the fruits of what
might be seen as one’s outer activism work.
Now let me return to the fascination
with the other that appears to underpin much of secular activism and to walk us
through some of my current thinking about all of this just a little bit further. First
I want to say a little more about who the other might be conceived as being.
First, the other might be viewed as
obviously being another person or a certain set or group of people. It is these
people who are seen as being a major part of the problem. So, for example, in
some conservative activism circles, the focus on the other might be expressed as
a focus on the other in the form of LGBTQI people and the belief that such
people are intrinsically problematic with regard to what is interfering with
making the world a better place, according to the way the conservative
activists who hold a critical gaze toward LGBTQI people think. In this case,
either the people themselves or the behaviors of the people, depending on the
virulence of the conservatism adhered to, would need to be eliminated in order
to make the world a better place.
The other can also be constructed as
a system or a certain set of systems. So for example, many progressive social
justice activists tend to be very focused on what are viewed by them as various
systems of oppression—white supremacy, patriarchy, colonialism, cultural
appropriation, racism, heteronormativity, the binary system of gender identity
and expression, etc. And so with this type of conceptualization, it is often
“the system” that needs to be subdued, changed, or eliminated in order for the
world to have a real chance of becoming a better place for all of us to live in.
The other might also be constructed
as a particular way of thinking or what might be viewed as an intrinsic way of
being and from this conceptualization flows the idea that this way of thinking
or this intrinsic way of being is what is problematic. So, for example, some
progressive social justice activists believe there is a real, scientifically
provable thing called “white fragility” and that this is somehow an intrinsic
trait of white people, in general (Otherwise if it wasn’t thought of as an
intrinsic “whiteness” trait, it wouldn’t be called white fragility. It would be
called something like intermittent or randomly occurring white fragility). And
so it follows, for people who believe in this, that this way of being is what
somehow needs to be owned, admitted to, addressed, shifted, transformed, and
possibly completely eliminated in order for the world to become a better place
for all of us, at least in some small measure.
There are many other constructions
of the other as well, within the conceptualization of both conservative and
progressive social justice activism. However, the ones I have listed give us a
fairly good indication of the general way this form of thinking goes and is
construed.
With each of these constructions it
is the other, in some concrete shape or form that needs to be addressed
somehow, in order for the world to begin the process of healing itself, making
itself whole again or for the first time, and becoming a place that is better
for us all.
The one thing that screams out to me in all of these
conceptualizations is that “the self” is rather conspicuously ignored. In other
words, the gaze is always an outer gaze. These conceptualizations do not seem to have the
capability of including a real inner gaze. There is always the seeming exercise
of opening up one’s eyes up and immediately having one’s view fixated outward
in order to identify both what is wrong with
the world and who or what needs to be corrected in
order for it to be made whole again or for it to be made better.
It occurs to
me that this is also an extraordinarily convenient way to conceptualize things.
How wonderful it is for the one doing the gazing outward if everyone that needs to
address or change something in order to make the world a better place is
somehow always someone other than oneself. How wonderful if everything that
needs to be changed to make the world a better place resides completely or
mostly in someone else other than oneself.
I am also aware, because I was not
born yesterday, that almost everyone who holds these views and has them
underpinning their activism work also probably has many readymade rebuttals to
this where they will quickly try to convince both themselves and us that they
really do in fact understand that they, obviously, eminently understand that
they too need to work on themselves. However, if one were to read a transcript
of their recorded words and rhetoric—either through their own writing, recorded
lectures, recorded other public appearances, social media posts, YouTube videos
and such—one would likely see that any real evidence of this understanding in
them was probably conspicuously missing, in most cases.
So for me, it is the inner gaze, the
openness and absolute thirst for inner reflection, confrontation, work,
analysis, and transformation that for me is that which distinguishes the sacred
activist from what I understand as the secular activist. And so understanding
my motivation for why I may have a tendency to want to place my principal
attention on the other needs to be addressed and looked at. Obtaining the
deepest understanding possible what wholly and deeply lies underneath my anger,
rage, need to be right all the time, need to make people who disagree with me
bad or wrong all the time, understanding why if someone disagrees with me I
feel triggered, why I need to always understand their disagreement through the
lens of something being somehow wrong with them—needing to believe that there
is always some limitation that has to be housed in them instead of being
fearlessly and fiercely open to discovering if there is indeed something within
myself that needs to be honed in on, looked at, confronted, admitted to. And
simultaneously while all this inner reflection is taking place I also have the
courage and the hutzpah—I love that word--anyway, I have the hutzpah to also
encourage this same inner reflection to be taken up by my fellow secular
activists.
Further, beyond my simply reflecting on my own motivation, I’m also dedicated to looking deeply into how I am when I am engaged in my activism work. How do I engage the Brahmaviharas, for example? Am I always looking for new ways to construe or tweak them that allows me to justify my anger, or my experienced pain, or my experienced trauma, or my lashing out at those I consider to be “the problem?”
How do I apply or not apply the
golden rule in my activism life? Do I only apply it to those whom I like or
those I see myself as being the most strongly in alignment with? Why am I always drawn
to what might be viewed as revolutionary or “radical” expressions of activism?
Is it because it gives me an excuse to be unmindful, overly aggressive,
bullying, mean, snarky, impatient, belittling, harsh, cold, unfeeling,
insensitive, rude, unkind, a jerk?
How much does my unacknowledged, disowned, unresolved, unhealed, or projected onto others pain, hurt, trauma, anger, rage, grief, and feelings of loss play a role in my activism work? Why does it play whatever role it does play? Should it? Does it have to? Do I need to be in therapy around some of this stuff? Can I go into therapy around some of this stuff and simply admit and gently and lovingly and consciously surrender to the possibility that I am broken in some important ways without having a need to simultaneously blame my potential brokenness on my family of origin, on the fact that I was sexually assaulted or raped, on “the man,” on the fact that I am a gay black man and I am sometimes scared shitless that I am going to be stopped one day by a law enforcement officer and that my body is going to end up in the county morgue as a result of our encounter? Do I have to project that fear onto all people in law enforcement?
Can I simply want to be
healed for the sake of wanting to be healed—for the reality that I want the
world to be healed without always making my decision to be healed and my desire
for the world to be healed be a passive aggressive action and exercise against
someone, some group of people, some thing, some generational oppression, the fact
that my great, great, grandparents were slaves, some fucked up system that
exists on the planet, some potentially evil and thoughtless God, something,
something, something, anything that is wrong? Can’t I see and engage my desire
to heal both myself and the world as being motivated by something that is right
yes right with the world and go with
that for a change?
Oh my Jesus, lead me, guide me. Magníficat ánima mea Dóminum. Et
exultávit spíritus meus: in Deo salutári meo. (My soul magnifies the Lord. And my spirit rejoices
in God my savior). Ek Ong Kar Sat Nam Siri Wahe Guru. Hare Kṛṣṇa, Hare Kṛṣṇa, Kṛṣṇa
Kṛṣṇa, Hare Hare
Hare Rāma, Hare Rāma, Rāma Rāma, Hare Hare. Hail, hail Lion of Judah! How wonderful You are! Hail, hail Lion of Judah! How powerful You are! Gate, Gate, Pāragate, Pārasaṃgate Bodhi Svāhā (Hallelujah!).
Hare Rāma, Hare Rāma, Rāma Rāma, Hare Hare. Hail, hail Lion of Judah! How wonderful You are! Hail, hail Lion of Judah! How powerful You are! Gate, Gate, Pāragate, Pārasaṃgate Bodhi Svāhā (Hallelujah!).
This, for me, is the work of the
sacred activist.
And so it is! Soli Deo Gloria,
(To God Alone the Glory.)
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